The darker side reflects in my irritation, my weird behavior, my failure on relationships and especially when I see the failure in my deed. But that’s when you encounter reality because reality bites!!!!
The next day I wake up with that pain but heal comes automatically when the brain runs in all directions to find the savior……
I look out of place, out of time, down and out. I look around for help and all I see is a cold shoulder. I am impatient, I want to know my destiny, I want real love, and I want to go where I will belong. My innocence is bleeding, my ego is scratched. I am losing my individuality. I go on being an irritating brat who is irritated in her own skin. I am starting to think…why I have become so numb……..
And I wait for the tomorrow’s sunrise to bring hope for the dawning sun.