The darker side reflects in my irritation, my weird behavior, my failure on relationships and especially when I see the failure in my deed. But that’s when you encounter reality because reality bites!!!!
The next day I wake up with that pain but heal comes automatically when the brain runs in all directions to find the savior……
I look out of place, out of time, down and out. I look around for help and all I see is a cold shoulder. I am impatient, I want to know my destiny, I want real love, and I want to go where I will belong. My innocence is bleeding, my ego is scratched. I am losing my individuality. I go on being an irritating brat who is irritated in her own skin. I am starting to think…why I have become so numb……..
And I wait for the tomorrow’s sunrise to bring hope for the dawning sun.
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sometimes numbness is good...gives us more strength n resistance...
i also think zero sex drive adds to d numbness :P
Sweetie, My gosh I have been where you feel you are at this time.. Numbness came and followed me around for along time.
I did not have and guts to look up for the hope that you are hopeing to find! I say you are on the right path, and Love is going to find you. Just like Love has come into my life..
@Mayz... Zero Sex drive=numbness...
My dear dear Mayz! Seriously?? lol you and I have to talk on this suject! ((HUGS)!
hey thanks guys.
actually i had a therapy session with a virtual friend and i feel a bit better :)
mayz, my zero sex drive is the point of attraction ;)
ne-ism, love has found me, i am just not ready yet
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